will he be mine, God?

i don't know how to say that am really feel as dumb with this feeling.
How come? finally, am conscious that am in love with my best friend~
yeah, maybe it will be a wrong feeling, but i thought LOVE NEVER WRONG, right?

in one side,i love him so much, and ask God every time hoping he will be my one in my future, but in other side am afraid, if he just put me as his best friend, and i won't our friendship broken because of my mistake.

Oh, God am in my biggest dilemma! but one thing that i know it should do i don't know when, i should say it to him honestly what happen to me, what this feeling's saying. whatever the result will be is. huh, God prepare me and him please, one thing i beg to You, Lord, make him as my one, and my last. Amen.